Same Old, Same Old

We made it back to your building at 5:17 AM, holding hands and sharing the same bottle of wine, running across the lobby, trying not to be seen, and giggling to ourselves with red, blushing cheeks. The elevator couldn't decide between smelling like intoxicated students or smelling like your hair; a cheap cherry-bomb shampoo from … Continue reading Same Old, Same Old


Pride & Spare Change

I don't know if I like art most of its "abstractarity" just makes me feel poor and stupid gently reminding me of the immigrant I really am like the times I was advised to keep my aspirations as low as my voice by teachers and classmates who'll never see poverty like I have I kept … Continue reading Pride & Spare Change

Nonchalant Heat

Henny in the early AM I forgot we're not talking for now because I seem to keep having nights I can't remember with women who won't forget -- woe is me Cigarettes and sex in my breath again I know I told you this ended last week but the liquor always makes me go back … Continue reading Nonchalant Heat


I think the question of “Who’s in charge?” should be performed by our actions, and not just asked by our words nor our prayers. The levels of opposites, comparisons, and tensions in relationships, nature, art and materialistic items serve to keep this question going for me – what am I doing in order to grow … Continue reading 2:10AM

Cilvia Demo For The Winter

Spilling my words in the back seat like the bottle I finished 10 minutes ago I mixed that with some feelings and drank it in your Nissan for some energy and the memories -- cheers to the Hennessy We live life on different sides but that's no excuse for how you treat me as we … Continue reading Cilvia Demo For The Winter

Know Yourself

Stopped being trapped by my ego -- learned to be unapologetic instead. The difference between the two was clear: ego is based on pride, being unapologetic is based on motives. Cruel Winter nights; my mind's in a clearer space now. I lost all of my music on my phone for some reason so I had … Continue reading Know Yourself

Pilot Jonez Running Thru My Bonez

I thought I knew all there was to do so I put myself out in tonight's rainy weather and dove into her warmth with a cold unapologetic ego in control I charged into what seemed to be the quickest way into her womanhood All I really wanted to do was to feel no ways except … Continue reading Pilot Jonez Running Thru My Bonez

Wasted Tirades

Love's gonna get me somewhere eventually, but for now I gotta let my ambitions carry me. I need questions more than I do answers, I don't think there'd be much interest for me to wake up in the mornings and feel no motivation to turn new stones. I need single connections more than I do … Continue reading Wasted Tirades


We're looking for the same thing but we're goin' about it differently You do yours I'll do mine but just to save you the effort of repeating my mistakes all the late nights with wine and strangers and aimlessly drifting every corner of every street racing against yourself in the alleyways of the city and … Continue reading Nicole